It’s 5:30a.m. on a Saturday and I’m up. Not because I have anything to do but because I’ve just experienced my first weddingmare.  I’m actually frightened to go back to bed!  It’s amazing how your mind just doesn’t shut down. If I’ve thought about it, then I’m dreaming about it; things like forgetting to book my hair and make-up, Colt not ordering his ring, our wedding planner not answering her phone, the Mason jars for centerpieces and welcome drinks not getting ordered…oh the list goes on ….and on. In 8 hours of sleep I dreamt up every weddingmare I could think of, but the weird part is that I don’t feel stressed at all! Colt & I are really right on track. We are actually a little bit ahead of the game. We have also been doing a great job financially and we will be coloring again tonight!

Colt has been nothing short of amazing. He has been so involved through this whole process so I know he would never let anything slip through the cracks even if I did miss a detail or forget to do something. We make such a great team which is why I’m so baffled about all those frightening dreams last night. My sister says they are totally normal and to laugh them off and that it’s just the minds way of keeping us on our toes. Melendy was also right there to remind me of all the unconditional love and support around me. I love that even at 5:30a.m. on a Saturday and hundreds even thousands of miles away they are both still right there for me.

Colt is already at work for the day so I guess I’ll go take the edge off with a nice long run to silently soothe and re-center the mind. Tomorrow is our day off together and we will be filling out our ceremony order, details and special requests for Maryann. We will also be deciding on what we want to do to finalize our room blocks at the Grand. I think we will also order our centerpiece jars and look for Colts ring (just to be safe)… and the list goes on and on!